chicken "tortilla" soup

I struggle with my image all the time. I feel this is the struggle so many women deal with. I always see women so skinny with perfect hair and perfect pinterest clothes. It's tough everyday I best myself up in my head and fill with thoughts of why can't I just starve myself why do I love food so much. In my first blog I talked about being my heaviest 216 lbs. I an now 150 lbs but I still torment myself everyday with I wish i could lose 25 more pounds.  I have suffered with bulimia and no one knows but my husband because I hate myself even more when I fall down that hard. I work out I eat right I do not understand how women my age stay so skinny. Sorry to rant but its just so tough to do everything.

 I am also a Realtor, a wife, a mother. So I am pretty busy with everyday life on top of taking care of my family and myself I love to cook. I made this amazing dish in the crock pot a couple days ago and have had it for lunch. It's great to be able to keep a lunch planned and ready to eat anytime so you don't over do it. I lived in San Diego and I love Mexican food. Any time my family gets together we are always eating Taco's. Here is my soup please feel free to comment if you try it out!

Chicken "tortilla" soup

4 cups organic chicken broth
2-3 chicken breast raw
2 cans chopped tomatoes mild Mexican ( one with green chili)
Half a yellow onion chopped
2 limes
Bunch of fresh cilantro chopped
1tsp cumin
1/2 tsp cayenne pepper
1tsp Himalayan sea salt
Pinch pepper
( chili powder, bean, corn optional)

Toppings:

Fresh advocados
Guacamole
Sour cream
Mozzarella
Hot sauce
Cilantro

Mix broth, cans of tomatoes, onions, limes, cilantro, seasonings. Add raw chicken. Turn crock pot on low for 8 hours or high for 4. Open lid when done and rip apart the chicken. Spoon some soup into a bowl top with fresh guacamole or any toppings you desire and enjoy this fresh hot soup on a cold winter day.